The Rambling Of A Freak

The 17th birthday I wish to forget……

I wish I had enjoyed my 17th birthday today but My dad and his kids ruined it making it their day. I sat outside with 2 out of the 5 friends that should of been there and my mum eating BBQ food in the rain while they had fun having a get together indoors… Worst birthday ever!!!!

Now I do feel like an out cast of my family, I’m the girl who doesn’t know her real dad and gets out shined on her 17th birthday and has a step sister who acts like I’m not even her sister, just her dads partners kid. I hate her, her sister!!

It was MY DAY!! MY BIRTHDAY!!! And they STILL manage to get MY STEP DADS FULL ATTENTION!!

FOR ONCE I WOULD LIKE IT TO BE ABOUT ME FOR A CHANGE!!!!!!

Do u know who she is?

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Memory lane

Laying in bed thinking of the times when I had best friends… I always saw them, we always had a laugh. Now I’m going to a different collage to some and others who are doing apprenticeships.

I can’t believe that one of my best mates I have known from year 5. James and I have always got on, he was a crush once. Now I might not see him again, so I’ve texted him but I dont know if he would be up for hanging out.

It would be a shame to loose him, his parents still get me presents for christmas and for my birthday and remember my name. To loose that I don’t know what I would do

I am so pleased by my GCSE results…..

i had worked so hard for my results! I mean being dyslexic and dyspraxic means I struggle ALLOT! But with me trying so hard and having two awesome friends tutor me and me putting in extra hard work and effort I came out with the following GCSE grades:

A
5 Bs
14 Cs
And 2 Ds

Now for a dyslexic and dyspraxic that’s bloody brilliant. My mother was saying she was happy if I failed my exams just as long as I tried my hardest and my hardest got me that results!! I’m so pleased this has majorly boosted my confidence so much! And I’ve got into collage so I’m the happiest and smartest out of my 5 other siblings and I’m soooooo happy to be younger and smarter is one quality I have over my brother and sisters!!!

Okay bragging done.. Now I have to clean my room >_